Recovery
I don't know how much longer i can do tthis. it kills me to have to gain weight. to have to eat more then a small meal a day. i weigh the most i have in over 2 months right now. it's a struggle every single day and i'm not sure i can do it anymore. recovery is supposed to help, supposed to make you feel better and yet i just want to cry everyday. i'm tired of feeling fat. i just want to be skinny and light. why is that so bad? i just can't wait til i'm allowed to do what i want to do, to be able to weight what i want to weigh. i can't wait til i can take control of myself without anyone having a say. screw you recovery..you won't last for long.
I don't know how much longer i can do tthis. it kills me to have to gain weight. to have to eat more then a small meal a day. i weigh the most i have in over 2 months right now. it's a struggle every single day and i'm not sure i can do it anymore. recovery is supposed to help, supposed to make you feel better and yet i just want to cry everyday. i'm tired of feeling fat. i just want to be skinny and light. why is that so bad? i just can't wait til i'm allowed to do what i want to do, to be able to weight what i want to weigh. i can't wait til i can take control of myself without anyone having a say. screw you recovery..you won't last for long.
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