im tired of this. i really am. i just want things to go back to the
way they were. i know that may never happen but i wish we could at
least try. im dying inside and out and ive lost the will to be
stron. im tired of you lies and bullsh/t and i wish we could at
least talk through this. ignoring wont solve anything. i love you
so muc h and i really want to have my friend back. just someone to
talk to about random sh/t like it used to be. if you have a problem
with me then tell me and ill try to change and or ill at least try
not to do whatevers bothering you around you. running is only
making this worse. im worried that if we dont work it out soon then
it will be a lost cause and thats not something i can live with
because i know i cant live without you because im already dead
inside