July 11, 2012.
Situations like this scare me. I start talking to a guy. I start
liking this guy. Then he just stops. I text him hoping for a
response, and just nothing. I feel incredibly stupid to think this
guy might have actually started to like me, and I feel incredibly
stupid for starting to like him. Why would a guy like me? I let
myself get some confidence built up. I shouldn't do that. Bad
things happen when I start to feel happy. Oh well. Back to nothing.
Back to hopelessness.