Now
i'm
just
sitting here. Crying my eyes out because my
boyfriend decided to take his life. Where do i go
from here? He is literaly the light at then end of
the tonnel,i love him so much. He is my clear sky,
my love. I fell so good around him. I fell like a
true princess, i can be myself around him, and
thats why i love him so much, i don't
understand why he would leave me like this. I
can't stop him from doing this because he's
so far away. I feel so guilty, because i can't
stop him. Truley words can't describe how i
feel right now. I can't help but thinking if he
takes his life, i'll take mine. I know i have a
daughter, and this decison is very hard for me. But
she's only 2. i just feel like it's
something i HAVE to do...it's the feeling that
it just has to be done. I have to be with him.
Maddie will undserstand when she gets older,
because i would do the same for her. So, tell me,
if you even read this..What do i
do?
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i know it hurts,
i stopped him for a while, but this time i couldnt
im sorry
but i talked to his brother told him everything stephen told me
and im hoping
really really hoping he got there in time to stop him
just stay strong,
just dont do anything drastic
please