what have i done?! this could ruin everything. i seriously messed

what have i done?! this could ruin everything. i seriously messed up. if it happens what do i do? who do i turn to? no one will understand. ill be that girl. the one everyone talks not to but about. ill go from a kinda queit happy girl with a good amount of friends to no one. maybe not even my best friend. that is the one im going to avoid. God help me please. save me i will never ask for anything more. just need you now. to take back everything that happened. not take back cause thats not possible but just fix it. im too young i dont know everything i admit i need help now. Lord please save me