I
can't go back to school looking like this. That's the
downfall of this school, its like they have an image to up-hold.
Everyone is skinny, absolutley stunning, and perfect at everything.
I'm nothing close to that. No matter what I do I still
don't lose weight. I need one of those transformation summers.
The ones that you leave gross and come back and everyone's like
"who's that girl?!" Yeah, I need one of those. I hate
my body. It needs to change now, and fast. I can't take it any
more.