Keep going love. I know that its really hard to stop. I dont miss that blade against my skin so much anymore. I used to love the feeling on the blood streaking down my knee's and arms, the feeling when you brush your hands across the scars. I got rid of my scars with scar cream, I only kept 1. Its on my knee and I admire the fact that i kept it. It shows how strong I am. Please stop, the proud feeling you get when you quit is better than the pain. Stay Strong