&& I hate him; Even though he is such an attractive,

&& I hate him;
Even though he is such an attractive, adorable,
charming, handsome, captivating, enchanting,
gorgeous, handsome, fascinating, funny, stunning,
lovely, pleasant, mesmeric young man.

&& I hate him;
Even though every time I look into his beautiful,
admirable, exquisite, classy, appealing, wonderful,
ravishing, alluring, [dazzling] blue, soul-like eyes
my heart skips a beat, I stop breathing, my
stomach starts to fill with teeny, tiny butterflies
&& I can do nothing, but freeze and lose myself within [him].

&& I hate him;
Not because he is perfect, but because he is
just like the rest of them:
a selfish, ego-centric, self-centered, narrow-minded [pig].
He doesn't care about how I feel, I'm just a joke to him.
His friends are his priority, while I'm just an option.
I'm like school for him, unwanted and rejected.
But, without me how far can he get in [life]?