Sometimes I feel like I don't want to meet One Direction. Because

Sometimes I feel like I don't want to meet One Direction. Because in my head, I've come up with a story that one of them will fall in love with me. But in reality, I'll just be another obsessed fan. I feel like I'm not pretty enough to see them, that I'll cry and embarrass myself because I'll be so overwhelmed. But I just hope they realize how much they changed my life. How many times I've cried with joy, argued with haters, been told to 'shut up' for talking about them too much. How many hours I've spent sitting on the computer, searching Youtube, Twitter, Tumblr, Facebook. The friends I've made from talking to directioners all over the world. I hope they realize how much happiness they have brought me. They have helped me through more than I can say. And I love them with all my heart.
I hope they see that...