Don't you hate it when you're sitting in your room crying

Don't you hate it when you're sitting in your room crying your eyes out because you just can't take it anymore? You can't take not being good enough. You can't take everyone around you that you used to be able to count on leave you. Right when you need them the most? You can't take loosing everyone and everything that was once your world.. I hate this feelings im having. Your mom tries to make it better, but she doesn't know half of the sh/t you go through. But no one can understand what your going through. They try, but they just don't get it.. They try to help.. But they don't know what its like to be not good enough. And to think im considered 'popular'. I wish i wasn't here.. No one should have to feel this pain.. I just can't take loosing everything i have for me.

You don't have to read, im just venting..