I guess
everyone losses once, right?
I'm struggling at this very
moment. I lost my cousin, the only one I was close too, my best
friends mom won't allow me to conact her or see her because
she was dating a guy her mom didn't like and I don't say
anything, I feel targeted by my swim team, and I just can't
take it anymore. I want to break down and cry, I want to scream.
I shattered a ten-gallon bucket with my foot tonight and sliced
it open. I'm so mad at myself, I don't want to break, I
want to be the strong Kaity everyone knows and expects, I want to
continue to be strong more my family and friends but i can't
hold myself together anymore.. I'm lossing it and I have no
one to turn too and no one to
help.
♥
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