I love my boyfriend so much. I want to be with him. I don't
I
love my boyfriend so much.
I want
to
be
with him.
I don't doubt that.
But every single day,
It
gets me.
It
tugs at my gut.
It
knots my stomach.
It
twists my heart in a million directions. I'm still so in love with you.
And it haunts me everyday.