I sit alone.right by the phone. I watch my eyelids for a while

I sit alone.right by the phone. I watch my eyelids for a while
Fake it again. and just pretend. I’ve got a hobby and a million friends
Clearness is darkness, Im selfish but harmless your still here but fading and ill be here waiting FOR YOU
I dry my eyes. apologize. for being me and living life on lies
I don’t belong...im always wrong. ill go ahead sing my pathetic song
im dirty your sinking its not worth my thinking but weakness is pathetic your love is prosthetic to me NOW