Lake waves Chapter 25 I couldnt stay asleep for more than two

Lake waves
Chapter 25 
I couldnt stay asleep for more than two hours at a time. I looked over to the alarm clock that was the the night stand. It was already 4am. I couldnt sleep, i had myself so worked up, it wasnt good for me to stress myself out due to my stomache ulcers. I just laied there and looked up to the cealing, i rolled over to grab my phone from the night stand. I unlocked it and went to my photos. I shoudnt have done it cause it only made me miss him more. 90% of the pictures were of me and Michael, i zoomed in to his smile, I loved his smile. Whenever i saw it i it just made me want to do the same. The next picture was of our senior prom, i loved this picture more than any other. Michael had me in his arms,  we were both laughing so hard. Michael said "This will be in our wedding video" that gave me hope. 
Since i was a freshman i wanted to be with Michael until last breathing day. I loved him, and i knew that me and Michael could make it last. In the summer of us going into our freshman year, thats when i really knew that he was someone i could be with for the rest of my life. During that summer was the first time we ever fought. It was extremly scary because i knew that, that couldve been the end of everything. I didnt know what i would do without him, he was everything to me. I love everything about that summer, it was the year of the actual start to the rest of our life. In four months i felt like i was inceprable with him. I hated being away from him, i didnt feel the same way without him. I knew that i really wanted to be with Michael for res of my life. 
No matter what was thrown at us i knew that we could make it work, and we could get past the obsticle. I couldnt wait to be back in Michaels arms, and to see his bright smiling face again, and to gaze into his eyes. I couldnt wait to start the rest of my life without him