you think im smiling cause im happy!? no, little do you know

you think im smiling cause im happy!?

no, little do you know that this face is my
" i wana push you down a cliff, kick you in the nuts, punch you in the face,... hug you, kiss you, cry on your shoulder, face"

i hate you, and yet im never gonna get over you, and i cant keep track of how i feel.
so i just smile cause then you wont ask me whats wrong, cause if i frown you wouldnt let it be.

and id just break down and loss it.