Yeah, Im ugly. Im weird. Im too smart. Im stupid. Im not funnny.

Yeah, Im ugly.
Im weird.
Im too smart.
Im stupid.
Im not funnny.
My hearts broken.
I like a guy who Im friends with,
hes my best guy friend.
Yeah my life is hell.
I know by what Ive wrote you think its nothing.
I didnt tell you my dad is not in my life.
When he was he was in jail or getting arrested with me in the car.
I found my grandma dead when I was like 8.
I feel like its my fault.
My grandma is basically dead and has no idea who I am.
I feel like its my fault.
I've had a friend die.
The list goes on and on.
I used to cut but I wont let myself.
I would prefer to be dead otr never alive.
But you knbow itslife.
It could be worse.

Sorry for venting.