RIP
grandpa.
you lived
nearly a full life, but it seems it were not full enough.
it's the worst feeling in the world knowing that the last
thing
you said to someone wasn't as meaningfull as you thought
it would be. anyones day could be your last, anything could
happen. on thursday night, he had an intense heart attack,
and was too weak for surgery. they did everything they could
to revive him, and they did a few times. but it wasn't
enough.
i've never lost anyone this close to me before, it's such
an
odd picture in my mind not seeing him there for christmas,
my birthday, easter. I couldn't fall asleep thursday night,
not
knowing if you were alive or not. at least now i know
you're
with God now, you're in a better place. say hi to great
aunt
stella for me. heaven gained another angel last night,
i love you grandpa, pop
pop. rest in paradise ♥