Painful Past.
Ch.2
Ch.2
School was okay. The teachers went on a
homework rampage but that was expected.
I got home and darted to my room and locked the door. I have a tendency to do that. I was scrolling through tumblr when I heard screaming. Typical.
"WELL MAYBE IF YOU WERENT SUCH A F.UCK UP THIS WOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED!" my dad yelled.
"i'm sorry." my mother cried out in between cries. I felt bad for my mom i truly did. She didn't deserve all the verbal abuse she got. She cooked, cleaned, and cared for me andmy father , but when she messes up on one little thing, it was not pretty.
I decided to go comfort her. I held her closely as she cried to me. Usually this would be the other way around, but not here. For some reason i didn't mind at all. I loved being independent and caring after myself. After she calmed down I made us some tea and we watched the voice. It was her favorite show. She slowly fell in to a calming sleep, so I decided to go back to my room to start my homwork.
I opened my geometry textbook. I didn't get one problem and I just cracked. I felt a wave of anger sweep over me. You know that feeling when your upset over one thing and then something little frustrates you even more and you just lose it? I do.
I hads to get out. I couldn;t just sit here. I couldn't. I wanted to leave and I knew exactly where. The cove.
Mom was still sleeping and dad was still out. Perfect. I dashed out of the house as fast as i could and ran to our little hideout. Our as in me and Travis. We found it on a hike one day. It's so beautiful. It's surrounded by a bunch of trees and it has a little lake. As you can tell, it's not really an actual cove, but we call it that. Out of the two of us, I'm usually the one who goes there the most.
I sat down against a log and started twirling an old crunchy leaf in my hand. I started to go in to deep thought. Why was I shuting everyone out? I found myself ignoring Autumn and Nicole more and more. They know i'm mad and only want to help me.. but i want to be independent.Right. Idependent.
My phone started to ring. I got several missed calls from Travis. He kept calling so I ended up turning my phone off.
The tears started right after that. It was like mini waterfalls falling from my eyes. I couldn't control myself. I heard slow footsteps coming toward me.
"Kristen..?" Great. I started to get up.
"Travis..i'm sorry i just came here to thin-" and i bumped right in to him in my attempt of trying to run away. I stood right in front of him trying to wipe away tears as more fell from my blue orbs. My vision became blurry.
He just hugged me. His strong arms embraced me and I cried in to his chest.
"Shhh. Kris it's gonna be okay. I'm here , everything is going to be okay."
I wish that was the truth.
Authors note: Hey everyone!:) Sorry i haven;t posted in a while now that school has started things have been busy;p But yeah i sorta just got right into this! haha:) poor kristen :(
Well how do you guys like this? Give me feedback:D
Thank you soooo much for reading lovies you guys are awesome! xxx:)
I got home and darted to my room and locked the door. I have a tendency to do that. I was scrolling through tumblr when I heard screaming. Typical.
"WELL MAYBE IF YOU WERENT SUCH A F.UCK UP THIS WOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED!" my dad yelled.
"i'm sorry." my mother cried out in between cries. I felt bad for my mom i truly did. She didn't deserve all the verbal abuse she got. She cooked, cleaned, and cared for me andmy father , but when she messes up on one little thing, it was not pretty.
I decided to go comfort her. I held her closely as she cried to me. Usually this would be the other way around, but not here. For some reason i didn't mind at all. I loved being independent and caring after myself. After she calmed down I made us some tea and we watched the voice. It was her favorite show. She slowly fell in to a calming sleep, so I decided to go back to my room to start my homwork.
I opened my geometry textbook. I didn't get one problem and I just cracked. I felt a wave of anger sweep over me. You know that feeling when your upset over one thing and then something little frustrates you even more and you just lose it? I do.
I hads to get out. I couldn;t just sit here. I couldn't. I wanted to leave and I knew exactly where. The cove.
Mom was still sleeping and dad was still out. Perfect. I dashed out of the house as fast as i could and ran to our little hideout. Our as in me and Travis. We found it on a hike one day. It's so beautiful. It's surrounded by a bunch of trees and it has a little lake. As you can tell, it's not really an actual cove, but we call it that. Out of the two of us, I'm usually the one who goes there the most.
I sat down against a log and started twirling an old crunchy leaf in my hand. I started to go in to deep thought. Why was I shuting everyone out? I found myself ignoring Autumn and Nicole more and more. They know i'm mad and only want to help me.. but i want to be independent.Right. Idependent.
My phone started to ring. I got several missed calls from Travis. He kept calling so I ended up turning my phone off.
The tears started right after that. It was like mini waterfalls falling from my eyes. I couldn't control myself. I heard slow footsteps coming toward me.
"Kristen..?" Great. I started to get up.
"Travis..i'm sorry i just came here to thin-" and i bumped right in to him in my attempt of trying to run away. I stood right in front of him trying to wipe away tears as more fell from my blue orbs. My vision became blurry.
He just hugged me. His strong arms embraced me and I cried in to his chest.
"Shhh. Kris it's gonna be okay. I'm here , everything is going to be okay."
I wish that was the truth.
Authors note: Hey everyone!:) Sorry i haven;t posted in a while now that school has started things have been busy;p But yeah i sorta just got right into this! haha:) poor kristen :(
Well how do you guys like this? Give me feedback:D
Thank you soooo much for reading lovies you guys are awesome! xxx:)
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