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nobody knows the real me.. no body
knows how many times I've sat in my room and
cried, how many times I've lost hope, how many times
I've lost those around me, or how many times I've
been let down. No body knows how many times I've
had to hold back tears, or how many times
I'm about to snap but don't for the sake of
others. Nobody knows the thoughts that have gone through
my head, whenever I'm sad, and how suffocating,
controlling and painful they really are..
:(
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*nmf