I KNOW I CAN'T
STOP YOU ANYMORE. SO THIS IS MY GOOD-BYE. I'M GOING TO
MISS YOU SO MUCH. I'M GOING TO MISS SITTING IN YOUR
BASEMENT, WATCHING DISNEY MOVIES, AND TALKING ABOUT INSIDE
JOKES. I'M GONNA MISS THOSE SLEEPOVERS THAT WE STAYED UP
UNTIL THREE IN THE MORNING. I'LL MISS THAT TIME YOU FELL
ASLEEP WITH YOUR LAPTOP ON YOU, AND WE WOKE UP WITH IT ON THE
GROUND. I'LL MISS EVERY SINGLE SOLITARY MEMORY. I STOPPED
YOU FROM KILLING YOURSELF THE FIRST TIME FOR ME, NOT FOR YOU.
IT WAS FOR ME. I GUESS YOU CAN SAY IT'S SELFISH OF ME TO
KEEP YOU IN A LIFE YOU DON'T WANT TO LIVE, BUT I'LL
MISS YOU MORE THAN I CAN PUT INTO WORDS. I'M SORRY FOR
BEING SUCH AND AWFUL BEST-FRIEND. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, IT
HURTS ME SO BAD TO SEE YOU LIKE THIS, BUT I CAN'T STOP
YOU NOW. I'M SORRY ABOUT YOUR PARENTS, WHO NEVER
UNDERSTOOD. YOUR SISTER WHO ALWAYS SEEMED TO BE IN YOUR WAY.
THE DRAMA THAT YOU WERE FORCED INTO. I'M SORRY FOR IT
ALL. I FEEL LIKE IT'S ALL MY FAULT. IF IT WEREN'T FOR
ME MAYBE YOU WOULDN'T BE IN THIS MESS. YOU'D BE GONE.
HAPPIER, IN A BETTER PLACE THAN HERE. I'M SORRY. I'M
SO SORRY BAYLEE. I'M SORRY. I'M CRYING RIGHT NOW. I
CAN'T HELP IT BUT I AM. BUT THE LEAST YOU DESERVE IS AN
APOLOGY FOR EVERYTHING I'VE DONE TO YOU BEFORE YOU GO.
I'M SORRY FOR THE THINGS I DON'T EVEN KNOW I DID.
I'M JUST SORRY, FOR EVERYTHING. I LOVE YOU BAYLEE. I
DON'T KNOW WHEN YOU'RE PLANNING TO GO BUT I HOPE
YOU'RE HAPPIER THERE. I'M SORRY.