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don't expect her to play her part if you have other women
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posted September 24, 2012 at 7:17pm UTC tagged with
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My eyes are the ocean in which dreams are reflected
Just a vent I havent been a pleasant person to be around lately. I'm either incredibly sad, or angry at everyone. No one knows why. I'm pretty sure it's because in my 15 years of life I've taught myself to not tell anyone anything. To keep things to myself. So not only has this led me to be secretive and secluded it also has led me to tell no one how I feel. No one at all. I can barely even write it in a notebook. So just like anyone else I put up a front. I smile often, and people think nothing is wrong. Most of the time it works. But lately I can't seem to put up a front. I've been angry and sad and everyone is asking me if I'm okay. I tell them I am it's just not the best day for me and they just shrug it off thinking that's it. I can't be one of those people that's just straight up with everyone. Who tells it like it is. As much as I'd like to be I can't. Because I know people are sensitive. Everyone is. So I watch everything I say. But people don't do the same with me. They tell me how it is, not caring at all how I feel. And I always bite my tongue. It keeps progressing. They think I'm strong because I put up with it but they don't realize how fast I'm crumbling. I hold back so much I'm afraid one day I'll burst, and everyone will hate me because I finally told them how I felt. They just don't understand. No one really does. The only one who truly understands is me. And it's come to the point when sometimes I don't even understand the things I put myself through. It's like having a mental battle. Whether to be the fearless bittch that tells everyone how she feels, or that sweet girl who is always smiling and there for everyone. It gets to the point when I get so angry that I just look at myself and think "Why not just end it now?" and as much as I'd like to I don't. People don't know how many times I've sat crying in front of my mirror insulting myself. I say what I want to say only when I'm alone. I'm my own bully. Everything I want to say to other people I hold til I'm alone so I can use it on myself. And it's killing me. Sometimes it'll be the best day, I'll be happy and laughing with my friends and then they'll say a word or a sentence and I'll feel like bursting into tears. But just like everything else I hold it til I'm home. I'm like a bottle of emotions. And some day I'll be so full that I'll break. And everyone will be left to wonder what happened.
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We met in kindergarten. We were best friends. She always told me she loved my eyes. I didn't quite know why. I was in love with her, so of course my face lit up immensely whenever she said it. She was beautiful, kind, and extremely funny. We'd be talking about nothing, and she'd turn to me and whisper, "I like your eyes." One day, I was playing basketball, waiting for her to drive over to my house to have a game with me. Suddenly, I got a phone call. It was her mom. She was in a panic. I couldn't quite understand what she was saying. It sounded like, "Aaron, come quick! Kelsey, accident, Main Street! Blood. Come now!" I had no clue what happened, so I ran to Main Street with my basketball shorts and a tee shirt on. I saw Kelsey's mom helplessly crying, waiting for the ambulance to arrive. I saw a totaled car, blood everywhere. Then I saw her, Kelsey. My heart stopped as I frantically ran over to her. "Kelsey? Kelsey!" She was unconscious. I started crying. I know it isn't very manly, but I couldn't help it. Before I could say anymore, the medics took her away, the main source of blood coming from her head. I went to the hospital that night, I went every night. in fact, the only time I left was to go out to eat, but that's it. The doctors tried getting me to leave, but I refused. It was all my fault. If it wasn't for me, wanting to play basketball with her, she wouldn't be going through this. It was already four days, and she hasn't woken up. On the fifth day, I saw her eyes gently open. "Kelsey?" I called. She wasn't quite awake yet. Suddenly, doctors came rushing in, telling me I had to wait outside. I did, for a few hours. One of the doctors finally came out saying, "I understand that you're Kelsey's friend, Aaron?" "Yes," I whispered. He bit his lip. "She woke up, she's fine, but I'm afraid she has long term memory loss." "Are you serious?" I almost shouted. "I'm afraid so." I didn't meet his gaze. I couldn't. I wasn't going to say anything, so he spoke again. "You can go see her if you want, but she doesn't remember anything, not even her mom." I walked in, trembling in horror. I saw her. She looked helpless as she slept. I waited a few hours, until I saw her eyes opening gently again. I expected doctors to run in, rushing me out. Instead, she looked me straight in the eyes, and whispered, "I don't know you, but I like your eyes."
I want a person who comes into my life by accident, & stays on purpose.
When guys get jealous it's kinda cute (': When girls get jealous World war III is about to start.
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