I know how you feel :( Everyone thinks I'm a happy, carefree person, but deep down, I'm just someone who fakes a smile and pretends to be okay...not that anyone notices...
Thanks, for a second I thought it got better, but I think it really got worse. It's like I'm invisible to my friends, they make plans for the weekend right in front of me, and don't ever ask if I want to come...They say that I'm their "best friend" yet they don't even notice when I don't hang out with them at recess...I've just given up on them.