Hi ,I’m Selena. I hope you can understand me. But I lost

Hi ,I’m Selena. I hope you can understand me.

But I lost my bestfriend on Oct.6.2008,By a Drunk drivers

He was only 14 and I wanted to die I Didn’t care if It hurt

Every time I cut myself Ever since he died I wasn’t myself
I found out i fell into depression and i didn’t eat sleep or anything
Anytime i was happy is when i belive someone could understand
Me.Or when im wearing his hoodie listening to his favourite song.
Everyday been a hard one for me i hate how this hurts so bad
Because i fell for him and he's dead but the last words was my favourite
from people to aliens from planets to worlds it was ''I love selena and i always did''
i never wanted to forget him i just wear my smile everyday even though i wear a sad one

I miss you,Nick L