Gotta Be You. Chapter 9 "Um, I don't know how to say

Gotta Be You.
Chapter 9


"Um, I don't know how to say this... But I feel like I have to leave, I've created so much drama, I ruined your friendship. I don't feel I belong anymore."
I couldn't find the right words, I started to studder, I started crying, it just wasn't me. 
"You can't." Zayn was the first to reply.
"Why not!!" I said through the tears..
"Yeah, why not." Niall said angrly. 
I could tell her was hurt, and I was the one that hurt him.
I never thought 2 years ago, I would have hurt, the love of my life, Niall James Horan. 
But I did. 
"Because, Niall, she loves you, you love her, I didn't mean to kiss her, you guys are perfect, I dont want you to leave. Niall might not say he doesn't want you to leave but you can tell."
Why was Zayn so damn nice? Why was he so damn cute. Why was he so damn perfect! 
"Nessa Alexis, I love you. I don't want you to leave." 
I can't believe he said that, I mean hes said he loved me before, but this time, I could tell her meant it.
"I love you too! But me leaving is best for everyone!" I cried back.
"ITS NOT BEST FOR ME! YOUR ONLY THINKING OF YOURSELF!"
Niall ran over to me, and hugged me, he kissed me, so passionately. 
He whispered in my ear.
"You can't go, I won't let you."
I didn't even realize, Zayn left the room.
We layed in the bed, his arm around my motionless body, I was home sick, I was only making this about me, I wanted to go home, but I didn't want to leave.
I fell asleep, I woke up 4 hours later, Niall wasn't in the bed, I had red puffy eyes, it looked like I had been crying for days.
I washed my face.
I put one of Niall's hoodies on, and I walked out to the livingroom.
Everything seemed so awkward.
Eleanor came up to me, took my hand, and walked me to the bathroom.
"You girls, need a makeover, because I need something to do!"
After an hour of straightening my hair, and doing my makeup, I was finished.
Eleanor dragged me out to the living room, everyone just stopped what they were doing, and looked at me.
"What are you guys all looking at?" I said as if I had no clue.

She decided to stay! YAY! Hahaha, so I think, I'm going to get to the romance part of the story!