Feeling upset? About to make your first cut but don't know

Feeling upset? 
About to make your first cut but don't know how?
I'll get to your directios later. Let me start by asking you a fe questions.
How do you like breaking out in rashes and that unbearable itch? You do? Great, you'lllove howthe healig cuts itch like crazy but you can't scratch without fear of other people being curious. 
Heatstroke...so fun! PE with long sleves on in 90 degree weather is the absolute best, especially when you're overheated to the point where it is almost painful, when your sweating is absolutly disgusting and most definitely not attractive, to the point where you're about to puke but you have to say you are always cold other wise people will wonder.
Cute summer dresses, thank tops, t-shirts. Say your f/cking gooodbyes. Say hello to a summer full of overheating in hideous long sleves and nosy questions from people around you. 
What if you have kids someday? What are you going to tell them? 
Girls, You know when it's your period and you get blood on your clothes? There's that nasty stain and you have to clean your clothes in the sink, how gross. Well, prepare yourselves for doing hat for more than once a month. 
You like hugs? no more. The moment someone touches your arm, leg, where ever, you'll flinch uncontrolled. Prepare for weird looks. 
How aout constant paranoia that your cuts may show? Your mind is obviously overwhelmed with whatever is bothering you. Cutting will most definitely add to that stress. 
How about money speant on bandaids?
Hiding bloody tissues?
Hours taken away from each day?
How do you like staph infections? Google them.
Guess f/cking what? You may want to cut for control. Control over the physcial pain that you feel becaus you have no control over the mental pain that you feel. Well, damnit. You might think you have control over this pain.
But it has control over you. Someday, You're gonna cut a little deep. Sound exticing? It's terrifying, when the blood flows and it wont stop,but your more scared to tell someone. You're gonna swear to yourself that you'll never cut again. And then boom, thats when you realize your hooked. At this point, you will realize whatthe hell you've done to yourself, you will want nothing more than to stop. But your self-harm... it forces you to. And you have no control, none what so ever. An addiction.
And that is terrifying.
Still want to cut? here you go.
direction;
1. Get a trash can nearby.
2. Pick up your blade.
3. Throw it away.
4. Call  a friend, a parent, anyone you love, and tell them you love them.