I stayed with his family the last few
nights before I moved, he held me everytime i'd start to cry.
We watched a movie and cuddled on his coach untill 3 in the
morning.A month later I asked him about it, because bestfriends
don't act like we did. He told me he was just comforting me
because I was upset.We skype all the time. I visted this
week. One of our friends moms was talking
about what it would be like if I married
him, i've never told her how I feel about him.
One of the guys from our church asked if we were dating. We went
out with 2 of our friends who are dating, everyone thought it was a
double date.He was picking on me/tickling me/flirting with me
the entire time I was home, just like he used to before I
moved. When we were saying goodbye yesterday
he cried and told me he loved me while we were hugging.
He's my bestfriend and it's obvious to everyone around us
that I like him.. except him. We act like we're dating and
anyone who doesn't know us thinks we are. My brain tells
me to move on, I live way far away now and he won't even
admit to what's between us. My heart says to hold on. I
don't know what to do :(
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