I sat in a
park, what park I had no idea and I cried. Tears were
streaming down my face and I sobbed, being pathetic as
always.
"What's wrong?" Somebody asked, sitting
next to me.
Run, don't answer him. Why would somebody be in the
park at one in the morning?
I didn't run though, I just sat there sobbing and pitying
my self. “I'm Alec,” the boy said. I could
barely see him, the street light helped a lot. I could see he
had dark features. “What's your name?”
“Andi,” I
managed.
“That's a really
pretty name,” Alec said quietly. “Now, are you
going to tell me what's wrong?” And I poured my
heart out to his boy, I told him everything from the very
begging, from when I met Jesse on Omegle.
**flashback** “I-I'm going to go,” I
stuttered.
“No, Andi, I think you
and I should talk,” Jesse said firmly. Deep inside, I
knew all he'd do was shoot me down. There was a small
flicker of hope, hope that maybe he'd kiss me and tell me
he feels the same way and he was only dating Rose because he
had to.
“I'll go to my
room,” Ryan said and gently squeezed my hand before
walking off.
“You were either talking
about me or some other guy you met here. I'm going to go
with, you were talking about me. Andi-”
“Look, I think I should
go. My mum and dad are probably getting really angry. I told
them I'd be home by one.” Jesse briefly looked at
him phone.
“We still have half an
hour.”
"I don't want to talk to you," I
replied.
“But I want to talk to you, about this
puppy love.” Puppy love? Is that what he's calling
it? “I have got a girlfriend whom I love.” Ouch,
that stung.
“I think I got the
memo.”
“And I don't like you
like that, I don't even know you and you don't know
me so I don't see what you like about me... Rose is my
everything, she's beautiful, kind, special, flawless and
perfect in every single way.”
“Why are you telling me
this?!” I snapped.
“Because I want you to understand that
we will never be together. I don't want to be a jerk
but-”
“But what?” I
hissed. “You don't want to be a jerk? If you
didn't want to be a jerk you'd stop talking about
Rose. Rose this, Rose that, did you not see here at the
f/cken party? She was a b/tch, she is a b/tch. I honestly
thought you were better then that.”
“Better then
what, Andrea? You don't know me, how many times do I have
to tell you so it'll get through your thick head!”
Jesse smiled, bitterly at me. “You don't know me at
all. You don't know anything, so don't pretend you
do. Don't pretend you know my whole f/cken life story.
You know my name, that's it. So, how about you save us
all the breathe and get out?”
“Happily.” With that, I ran out
the apartment door. **end of
flashback**
By the time I finished telling Alec my pathetic story, I was
sobbing uncontrollably.
He didn't like me, he would never like
me.
reminder pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Jesse for Andi, Ryan for you, Alec for me. :)
Reminder please