oh darlin' even though I don't know you I want you here and so do many other people if you need to talk I'm here ok?

Alot of people don't actually. I'm nice to people, but Im too shy to even talk to half the people at school, even at home I just ruin everything.

how do you know tht for sure though? and its ok to be shy but even just people who know about you would be sad and everyone close to you would regret everything and live in misery cuz' u r gone. and its a shame that you and soooo many other people think like this.its a terrible thing but i know just how you feel but seriously though if im not helping one person who is really good is "ThatsSoMeee" shes amazing. try talking to her please if im not convinceing. ok? i know im not the best but she is so please just take a moment and try to talk to her please? because she really does care just like a whole lot of people do including me.

i want you here.

Thanks, but even some f my own friends tell my to kill myself, even if its as a joke, I feel like it isnt..