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Yup, that's me right now.
Yesterday was my two year anniversary with my boyfriend. Two years! It's crazy!! We went and saw Taken 2, that's about it. (Good movie, though. Go see it! lol)
Last Saturday was Homecoming. I slow danced with him, and he told me I looked amazing.
But, please, explain to me why I wanted to cry?
And now that the inital happiness of those things has past, this is now me:
:'(
Yeah, I know. Kinda a big leap.
My boyfriend has been ignoring me and ditching me for a mutual friend of ours quite a bit. And I keep finding out more and more things about the two of them, and I'm starting to feel quite jealous and protective of my boyfriend. I sent a message to her, trying to get her to see things the way I was:
Think about it. If you found out from a third party that Chris (her boyfriend at the time.) constantly texts me (first) and hugs me all the time, when you have to force him to hug you and you can't text him because you don't have a phone. And then imagine that Chris would stop video calling you to video call me, but thinks it's fine because he can just message you. And then, when you finally get a hold of Chris for the first time basically all week, he asks you to call me and tell me to call him.
I just don't know what to do anymore. At. All.
About a month ago, my hip started bothering me a lot. Imagine having someone squeeze your hip and having it stabbed at the same time, okay? Then imagine sparks going down both sides of your leg before crashing onto the top of your knee, like a wave, but more like lightning or knives. Try concentrating on a song in orchestra while this is happening.
Either way, I made an appointment with my docter, and he mentioned a FULL LEG BRACE. What the hell did I do to my hip?? (And no, I honestly don't know...) He ordered an x-ray, which I had done, and said that after that, we'd decide what to do after that. Maybe physical theorapy or a bone docter. Wait, what??
Oh, wait, I'm complaining. I'll stop now. Sorry for my rant, However, some advice on what I should do about my boyfriend and my best friend would be greatly appriciated. *hint, hint* hehe
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