I was going red with anger
at Andi's words. Who did she think she was? She
didn't know the first thing about
me.
“Better then what, Andrea?
You don't know me, how many times do I have to tell you
so it'll get through your thick head!” I smiled,
but it wasn't a friendly smile, it was bitter. “You
don't know me at all. You don't know anything, so
don't pretend you do. Don't pretend you know my whole
f/cken life story. You know my name, that's it. So how
about you save us all the breathe and get out?” If
looks could kill, I'd be five feet under right
now.
“Happily,” Andi said
through gritted teeth and she ran out the
apartment.
I sat on the couch, putting my
head in my hands. I was having a f/cken fantastic
day.
“Man... what the hell was
that? I have never heard you be so-so d/ckish.” I
raised my eyebrow when Ryan said 'd/ckish'.
“And I know it's your parents and brothers one year
tomorrow but this, getting drunk every night and then
tonight, taking out your anger on Andi isn't a way to
deal with it. Talk to me, Jesse.”
“What do you want me to
say?! It is all my fault my family is dead! I killed
them!”
“You didn't kill
them...”
“Yes, I
did.”
“We have had this
conversations millions of times but everybody knows the
truth, and that is that you didn't kill them!” Ryan
looked at me, sympathetically. “And please explain to
me why you said those things to Andi?”
“I don't know man, she
just-just got on my nerves.”
“She likes
you.”
“I have a
girlfriend.” In all honesty, I did love Rose. I
wasn't in love with her but I didn't understand
the difference. Though, Rose wasn't the kind of girl you
took home. She acted all innocent but she defiantly
wasn't.
“Andi is better then Rose,
in every single way.” I had been best friends with Ryan
my whole life, I knew when he liked a girl and he obviously
likes Andi.
“Whatever.”
“Man, you can't let
her go. Not just like that,” Ryan said and looked at
his hands.
“You can't let
something go if it was never yours.”
“Then make her
yours.”
“Ryan, I'm dating
Rose!” I yelled, angrily. Ryan didn't look startled
from my sudden outburst but just shook his
head.
“Would you get over
Rose?” I just stared at Ryan. “Go get
Andi.”
“Why are you telling me
this if you like her?”
“I don't li-”
Ryan stopped. “Because you're my best friend, Andi
likes you not me and you like her as well.” I
didn't reply. “Go get Andi,” he
repeated.
“She hates
me.”
“Make her love you
then.” I smiled gratefully at Ryan and ran out of the
apartment.
I was going to get Andi.
I loved this