All i think about is killing
myself.
How all my pain would go away, and the funny thing is: No one
would miss me at all. I'm such a dissapointment, A waste of
space, I don't deserve to be here. I just want to die. So
bad, and the only thing that can help me stay positive, is that
i'll ruin my best friend's life. That's all thats
stopping me, she doesnt know that she's the reason im still
alive. I just can't take it anymore though. I want to go away
forever. These thoughts can never leave my mind. Ever. I have no
one to talk to, i've brought up suicide billions of times,
but no one asks me if i am ok. thats all i want though...someone
who opens up first.
Suicide is my only way
out.