My Mommy says I'm not
not the same little girl anymore. Mommy says I've changed.
Mommy thinks its cause I'm grown up, That I've changed
my ways.
But Mommy doesn't know, Mommy doesn't see, all the
scars in my heart, and
all the places I bleed. Mommy doesn't understand, and i
really don't know why, Mommy doesn't know at night I
silently cry, Mommy doesn't know that I really want to
die. Mommy doesn't get to see, this terrible place
inside my mind. Mommy doesn't know all the things I hide,I
wish I could just scream to my Mommy that I am not okay. I wish
I could ask her to take my pain away. My depression, mommy
doesn't know about, Mommy doesn't
know that i want to scream and shout. Mommy was right, but
mommy doesn't know.
She lost her little girl long ago.