This is my story.
So, my mom had me
when she was 17. that always been hard for me because people
think that just because i have a teen mom we're both screw
ups. Thats not true. my moms worked her a$$ off for me. my dad,
obviously, was a deadbeat and left right after i was born. so my
mom did it all on her own. im in 8th grade, but last year in 7th
i has bulimia. i hated it, but i couldn't stop. its not
something you can just quit. but the summer, i met this amazing
guy Kolten. even though i had a boyfriend, Kolten and i got
close. Very close. he was my best friend, the only one i could
fully trust. i told him my story and he helped me get over my
bulimia. at the begining of 8th grade i became anorexic. i just
can't help wanting to loose weight, and i know its a huge
problem. but anyways, my boyfriend broke up with my September
3rd. it went downhill because all the girls that didnt like me at
least didn't say anything while i was dating Sy. but now i
get messages everyday telling me to kill myself, and that the
world would be better without me. im starting to believe them to
be honest... but the only person keeping me here is Kolten. he is
saving my life, even if he doesn't realize it..
Nobodys going
to read this but idc..
I'm here if you everr need anyone to talk to :)
http://soundcloud.com/eriikaa/sucide
stay strong <3
Stay Strong <3