Everything About You. Chapter 8. It's been a week since all

Everything About You.
Chapter 8.
It's been a week since all the stuff happened and Niall still hasn't talked to me. I've been miserable. All I've done is sit in my room, watch romantic films and eat junk food. Bry had to force me out of my room just so I could go with her to get groceries and things for the house. I've texted him but no reply. Louis came over but he and Brywent out. I've never felt more alone than I do now. I felt hopeless and worthless. I know Bry was there, but it wasn't the same as  when I had Niall. I decided I needed a shower so I finally got up and took one, but I ended up sitting in the tub crying my eyes out. I know Niall and I just started dating, but this is only my secon relationship and I f/cked it up. I just want things to go back to the way they were. I didn't even know if Niall and I were still together. I heard a soft knock on the bathroom door. "come in." I said softly. The door opened and Bry came in. "Uhm... The boys are coming over tonight for dinner and to hang out..." She said then left again. I stood up and got out. I put on sweat pants, a t-shirt and Niall's hoodie. I brushed my hair and threw it up into a messy bun. I laid down and turned my television on. I started to watch The Wind In The Willows. A movie Harry had introduced me too. Half-way through the movie I heard the gate open. I sighed with sadness, because I knew the boys were here and they didn't want anything to do with me. About an hour later Bry sent me a text telling me that food was done and it was time to eat. I really didn't want to go down there but I was super hungry. I put socks on and went downstairs. When I got downstairs everyone just kind of looked at me. All of them except for Niall. I walked staright into the kitchen then back upstairs to my room. I set my food down and cried. He couldn't even look at me. I heard a knock on my door. "Go away..." I said inbetween cries. I heard footsteps walking away from my door. I laid down and fell asleep. I was tossing and turning. I woke up and went downstairs. All the boys were still here and passed out in the living room. I went into the kitchen and poured me something to drink. I heard someone walk into the kitchen so I turned around to see who it was. There infront of me rubbing his eyes was Niall. "Oh, sorry.." I said before going to walk out. "Paisley wait.." He said softly. I stopped and just stood there.  My heart pounding and my eyes watering. "I'm sorry. I over reacted but it hurt me." He said walking up behind me. "Niall, you left me.. Alone. I know what happened was wrong, but Zayn came on to me. I was drunk I couldn't control it. You left me feeling hopeless and worthless. You left me alone. Do you have any clue what it feels like to be completely and utterly alone? You had the boys there for you. I had nobody. Bry was there but she mainly left me alone and was with Louis. I had nobody Niall. Not one person. My own mother wouldn't even call me or text me back." I said with tears streaming down my face. I turned and faced him. He took a step back and his eyes sank to the floor.
*It's been a week and Niall is still neglecting Paisley! Will this endless pain end for her or will they come back together? Does Niall relaize how much he hurt Paisley??