Never Be the Same
Chapter 25: Sam's POV
"Kendra," I began, feeling like completely sh*t, "Kendra, I-"
I walked closer to her, but she held her hands out, refusing for me to be near her.
I felt disgusted with myself. She definitely hated me now.
""Don't, f***ing touch me." she cut me off, and I took a step back.
I bit my lip, and looked over to Alana who turned her attention away from her Cheerios, to the two of us.
Jamie and the guys appeared in the doorway of the kitchen, and I didn't dare to look at Dana.
I already knew her eyes were also on us.
Kendra should know though, there was no way in hell I'd ever do something as shallow as that.
Dana is her best friend, she's the one who kissed me.
And I'll admit it, I'm a guy, and when a girl kisses me, it takes you a few seconds for things to register.
"Kendra, let me explain," I mumbled lowly, staring at her.
The stubborn side of her I knew too well came out, and she shook her head.
"You don't have to. I already saw." she said, completely fumed.
I let ot a quiet groan as Dana stayed quiet.
Why wasn't she apologizing? She's the one who should be more than I should.
She's the one betraying her best friend.
"Just both of you get out of my house." she demanded, pointing towards the front door.
Dana didn't take a second look at her before obeying her order and leaving.
I stood there, in shock that Kendra was actually kicking me out of our, or I guess her, house.
"Kendra, please, just let me tell you what hap-" I began, and she narrowed her eyes at me.
"Get out." she repeated, not even letting me speak.
"Kendra," I began again, trying to at least partially fill her in on what went on.
However, she didn't even give me the chance to finish.
"Sam," she said, her voice beginning to crack.
I felt my heart break, and a ball formed in my throat.
I felt like I was about to actually cry for the first time I can remember, right then and there.
I was losing Kendra, and that was the last thing I'd ever wanted.
I sighed, furiously running my fingers through my hair as I looked over to our friends.
They stared at me, completely confused on everything that was going on.
I turned around, giving Alana kiss on the top of her head.
"Daddy loves you, Princess." I smiled to her as I knelt to her level.
She smiled a toothless grin at me, but her eyes still looked sad.
She was just about a year old now, speaking words, and understanding ours.
She obviously knew her parents were fighting, and I don't think she enjoyed it.
"Daddy," she said, patting her hand on my cheek.
I grinned widely, and kissed her nose before standing up.
"I'm sorry, Kendra." I watched as she bit her lip, trying to keep her angry outer layer.
Kendra had to know I knew her like the back of my hand.
By the look on her face, she was contemplating whether or not she should stop me.
I waited a few, silent seconds, before finally leaving the house.
Okay, this chapter was extremely weird, I feel:P
Chapter 25: Sam's POV
"Kendra," I began, feeling like completely sh*t, "Kendra, I-"
I walked closer to her, but she held her hands out, refusing for me to be near her.
I felt disgusted with myself. She definitely hated me now.
""Don't, f***ing touch me." she cut me off, and I took a step back.
I bit my lip, and looked over to Alana who turned her attention away from her Cheerios, to the two of us.
Jamie and the guys appeared in the doorway of the kitchen, and I didn't dare to look at Dana.
I already knew her eyes were also on us.
Kendra should know though, there was no way in hell I'd ever do something as shallow as that.
Dana is her best friend, she's the one who kissed me.
And I'll admit it, I'm a guy, and when a girl kisses me, it takes you a few seconds for things to register.
"Kendra, let me explain," I mumbled lowly, staring at her.
The stubborn side of her I knew too well came out, and she shook her head.
"You don't have to. I already saw." she said, completely fumed.
I let ot a quiet groan as Dana stayed quiet.
Why wasn't she apologizing? She's the one who should be more than I should.
She's the one betraying her best friend.
"Just both of you get out of my house." she demanded, pointing towards the front door.
Dana didn't take a second look at her before obeying her order and leaving.
I stood there, in shock that Kendra was actually kicking me out of our, or I guess her, house.
"Kendra, please, just let me tell you what hap-" I began, and she narrowed her eyes at me.
"Get out." she repeated, not even letting me speak.
"Kendra," I began again, trying to at least partially fill her in on what went on.
However, she didn't even give me the chance to finish.
"Sam," she said, her voice beginning to crack.
I felt my heart break, and a ball formed in my throat.
I felt like I was about to actually cry for the first time I can remember, right then and there.
I was losing Kendra, and that was the last thing I'd ever wanted.
I sighed, furiously running my fingers through my hair as I looked over to our friends.
They stared at me, completely confused on everything that was going on.
I turned around, giving Alana kiss on the top of her head.
"Daddy loves you, Princess." I smiled to her as I knelt to her level.
She smiled a toothless grin at me, but her eyes still looked sad.
She was just about a year old now, speaking words, and understanding ours.
She obviously knew her parents were fighting, and I don't think she enjoyed it.
"Daddy," she said, patting her hand on my cheek.
I grinned widely, and kissed her nose before standing up.
"I'm sorry, Kendra." I watched as she bit her lip, trying to keep her angry outer layer.
Kendra had to know I knew her like the back of my hand.
By the look on her face, she was contemplating whether or not she should stop me.
I waited a few, silent seconds, before finally leaving the house.
Okay, this chapter was extremely weird, I feel:P
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