Trevor patted my shoulder as he walked behind me. I looked over at him, like I didn't know who it was. Blake made a grunting noise, so I patted him on the leg. "Goodmorning everyone!", the preacher began. A few people said goodmorning.
"Aww I know y'all wanna be up at 6:30! Say it back!", he said, then put his hand behind his ear. More goodmornings were said. I believe in God, and I tried my hardest to listen but my ADD kicked in and all I could think about was him and that black headed girl.
Before I knew it, the bell rang to dismiss church, and everyone filed out as quickly as they began, but some took their time. I stayed towards the back, behind Trevor and that girl. Blake grabbed for my hand, but I jerked it away.
Outside of the church Trevor gave me a hug, and apologized again. This was what? The second or third time? "So, Kassidy", Trevor began, "this is my little sister, Jessica". I let out a loud sigh of relief before I had realized I had done it and he smiled. "Knew it. You were jealous", he said. "I never said that", I said.
"You didn't have to", he smiled. He was right. He was what I wanted. I wanted to be with him at the moment, but at the same time something in me pulled me to Blake too.
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Blake went back to his dorm while Josh and I kept walking. Ashley had cheer practice at 9 so she went on ahead so she wouldn't be late. "You know you're gonna have to pick one sooner or later", Josh said, picking up a rock. He tossed it against a metal trash can causing a big disruption in the quiet scene. "What? I don't even like them like that", I lied.
He shook his head and smiled at the ground. "Liar", he said. "Okay I like them, but who's nicer? You're a dude", I said. "Nicer? We are dudes.. Not dogs.. Not many guys are as you say, 'nice' ", he said, putting air quotes over the word nice. We opened the door to my dorm and I could still smell the bacon from this morning. "You really need to know Trevor's secret to pick..", he said. "Good or bad secret?", I asked.
"Ehh.. Hard to get used to I guess, but after a while you just get used to it and that thought is pushed to the back of your mind", he said. The door to the dorm swung open. It was Trevor. "Yep, well I better go", said Josh patting my leg as he left.
"What?", I asked. He shut the door behind him. Leaving it just me and him alone. Together. In the same room. "I need to talk to you.. You're gonna hate me for this", he said. I sighed. "What'd you do this time Trevor?"