Missing Him. Prologue Hey, I'm Katie Ameral. 16 almost 17

Missing Him.
Prologue

Hey, I'm Katie Ameral. 16 almost 17 now. 
It's been two years since my Fiance Mark died. 
He was in a car accident that put him in a coma for a year.
 When the doctors told me he was never comming out of that coma 
my whole world broke down. I didn't talk to anyone for a few months.
Everyday is a struggle to get out of bed. Knowing that I won't see him. 
Knowing that I can't touch him, kiss him, feel his warm breath on my kneck,
Ever again.
Since Mark died of become depressed a lot and I spend most of my time alone in my room. I also started to cut. Sometimes I feel like no one gets how I feel. Mark was special to me. He was mine, he could've had any girl, but he chose me. I miss him every second of every day.
I have a few friends, Chris, Hannah, Olivia and Gary.
I'm only really close to Olivia and Chris.
I live in London with my mum and sister Jill.
Mums never home cause she works so hard, ever since dad left 5 years ago all she does is work. Jill, well Jill is 20 and still living at home shes a great sister though I can always talk to her about anything. She doesn't go to uni, shes never really been the smartest apple in the tree but shes my sister and I love her.
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