I wish once I could be happy. Life is what you make
of it and I'm really trying hard to make everything more than
it is because right now I feel like sh/t. It's at a point
where I wish I could just stay home and cry everyday. I don't
think I can ever be successful and I'm so scared of my future I
just want to give up. Right now I have no friends. Honestly, none.
Like it is so confusing and hard and I don't think I'm
weird or mean, I don't understand why people don't like or
talk to me. Or why he won't respond to my text. I wake up every
morning and look at my reflection and frown. I wish I could just
sleep forever with my cat.