I wasted so many 11:11 wishes on you. Im over it, ive been over

I wasted so many 11:11 wishes on you.
Im over it, ive been over it.
It so wasnt worth it.
I blame myself for loving you the way i did.
For letting you fuucking destroy me.
Its my own fault, i realize all this when its too late.
It wasnt you.
It was never you.
Its done.