Him: I’ve seen the scars Cassidy. Why?
Me: It’s a long story.
Him: Please explain it to me. I hate to see you cut yourself. You are too important in my life and many others. You have stopped a lot from happening that should be stopped and helped people feel better bout themselves.
Me: It’s like a super long story. But, do you want me to summarize it?
Him: Please(:
Me: Alright. Well, my father always promised me he wouldn’t ever leave me. He promised me that after I got old enough to know why I never saw my mother. He told me that if he did leave he wouldn’t forget my existence. While he did. He left this summer, and his girlfriend is the reason why I have ulcers, she is the one that caused me to stress out, and got me to get so upset I scared my uncle. He doesn’t get scared easily. But, that scared him.
Him: Aww ;(
Me: He left in september and I see him like once every week, but we never talk. he doesn’t care if im sick or cutting.. he doesn’t care. He caused me to feel like a mistake in his life. People say they are sorry bout it, but i figured out that if you feel sorry for someone it makes them feel worse especially if that someone is a person who puts other people's problems on their shoulders and pushes their own problems aside just to see people happy.
Him: Is that why you cut? Cause you felt like the mistake?
Me: Yes. I carved the word “Dad” into my arm this year, and when he found out he didn’t care.
Him: Your father needs shot. Bad. He needs a a** whoopin’. If I was your dad I wouldn’t leave you, that is just cruel. Cassidy, if he left you let him. Be a strong girl, and talk to someone before you do something like that. You are an amazing writer and drawer do that instead. Draw a tattoo that you might want if you can have them. (: You are important. Don’t cut, cause one of these times its gonna go to deep and you aren’t gonna come back to school. DON’T CUT! I LOVE YOU!! I need you in my life!!!!!! <3
Me: You are a lifesaver. (:
HIm: You are my favorite person in the world Cassidy, I don't want to lose you. If I lost you I would go insane. I would be depressed!
Me: It’s a long story.
Him: Please explain it to me. I hate to see you cut yourself. You are too important in my life and many others. You have stopped a lot from happening that should be stopped and helped people feel better bout themselves.
Me: It’s like a super long story. But, do you want me to summarize it?
Him: Please(:
Me: Alright. Well, my father always promised me he wouldn’t ever leave me. He promised me that after I got old enough to know why I never saw my mother. He told me that if he did leave he wouldn’t forget my existence. While he did. He left this summer, and his girlfriend is the reason why I have ulcers, she is the one that caused me to stress out, and got me to get so upset I scared my uncle. He doesn’t get scared easily. But, that scared him.
Him: Aww ;(
Me: He left in september and I see him like once every week, but we never talk. he doesn’t care if im sick or cutting.. he doesn’t care. He caused me to feel like a mistake in his life. People say they are sorry bout it, but i figured out that if you feel sorry for someone it makes them feel worse especially if that someone is a person who puts other people's problems on their shoulders and pushes their own problems aside just to see people happy.
Him: Is that why you cut? Cause you felt like the mistake?
Me: Yes. I carved the word “Dad” into my arm this year, and when he found out he didn’t care.
Him: Your father needs shot. Bad. He needs a a** whoopin’. If I was your dad I wouldn’t leave you, that is just cruel. Cassidy, if he left you let him. Be a strong girl, and talk to someone before you do something like that. You are an amazing writer and drawer do that instead. Draw a tattoo that you might want if you can have them. (: You are important. Don’t cut, cause one of these times its gonna go to deep and you aren’t gonna come back to school. DON’T CUT! I LOVE YOU!! I need you in my life!!!!!! <3
Me: You are a lifesaver. (:
HIm: You are my favorite person in the world Cassidy, I don't want to lose you. If I lost you I would go insane. I would be depressed!
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