Only 15
It's
amazing how you know what love feels like,
how you can only imagine yourself with that one person, how
you've felt so many different types of pain that it's
just a numbness now, how you've fallen out with more friends
that mean the world to you than you can count, how you can
develop a friendship with someone you've never even met, how
you can be so attached to someone to the extent that you
feel you can't breathe without their presence, how you feel
so ugly and that you'll never be good enough, how you can sit
there and feel so worthless about yourself almost knowing that
you'll never make something of yourself, how you know what it
feels like to lose someone that meant more to you than your own
existance, how your parents will never notice all of this
happening to you, and you're only 15.