Sick chapter 1 It was ordinary day
as I woke up to go to school.I put on black jeans and blue shirt
with my black leather jacket.I know my blue eyes stood out
with my black hair but that wasn't what I cared about.In my
room everywhere you could see where scattered music notes and in
the corner a harp.I got my backpack hoping this day would already
just go by since I didnt want to wake up in a world like this.
.............................I stepped in the school and
looked around for my friends mira
and christina.They were my only best friends and
now i dont give a f/ck with what people think of me.Well in the
front I dont but in the back it hurts me a lot and i try to be
strong..almost made of stone.I walked over to mira and christina
to see they were laughing."Hey guys whats up?"
Mira:"Not much did you get mrs.wellers homework?"
Christina:"I don't get live." Jenny:"Yeah it
was pretty easy if you paid attention to her instead of your
bfs"I teased and mira's face turned
red.Christina:"Oh please like we dont see you obessing with
music."I laughed it good naturally only if they saw the real
me.The pain hidden in my eyes of the things happen in the past.It
was hard to move on but i was trying the best i can.It was so
hard to explain my feelings to another person as i opened my
locker and bumped into someone."Hey watch what-"the guy
said but stoped as he stared at me.I was feeling so
awkward."I'm uhh srry i didnt mean to."I said and
left quickly with the guy staring at me.My first class was
english and I loved that class since I was good in it.I had a
really weird teacher and i had no idea what to say.It seems like
he hates me then im his favorite student.I sat in the corner near
my enemy and I just hated it.I can hear them whispering about me
and I ignored it."Jenny tell me what you got for the
first question." I said,"well i got that grace is a
form of love that comes unexpected or you dont deserve
it." Mr.Moody said,"Amazing answer now Bailey
what do you think?"Bailey said whatever he wanted at the end
of the class Mr.Moody called me and i was nervous.I didnt need to
fail or anything when he said,"Are you ok you seem down and
depressed?"I looked around saw the door was shut and i wasnt
sure if anyone would hear me.He rubbed my shoulders and i backed
away."Sorry i didnt mean you just seemed sad and i wanted to
make you feel better." "Uh i think im going to be late
to my next class." He wrote me a late pass and i
hurried out to my favorite class science.I sat down with
Christine and nodding just saying the teacher was asking me some
questions if i got the test.If I would really tell what would
happen then I dont know what people would say.Class went by fast
and soon it was lunch.I sat down and we just talked naturally and
I told them i was putting my books in my locker.I walked to my
locked opened and put my books away when I bumped into someone.
"Seriously we have got to watch our paths."I turned
around so quickly that i got a scratch on my wrist.Blood poured
out and I saw the same guy again.I froze and i tried hiding my
wrist.He grabbed my hand dragged me to the nurses office .The
nurse gave me a bandage and i walked outside to see him waiting i
scowled."Hey are you ok?" "Yeah is not
like you would care i said and I walked away.School ended pretty
quickly and i have to admit it felt good hurting myself but that
guys face was in my head.His perfectly wavy blond hair and green
eyes like a predator just made me feel so....i dont know.I walked
home and got the blades and cut my self.It felt so good as blood
poured around and i slipped and lost to my beautiful dreams.
Authors note:thank to everyone who will be reading this and i
feel like i can relate to this story so thanks to you guys
rememerber your awesome just the way you are.I think im going to
post a chapter per day.