Truly, Madly,
Deeply.
Chapter Twenty-Four.
Zayn and I have been going to the hostpital every single day to
visit our babygirl. She only has to stay in there for another
month then we can take her home. They haven't given us a
exact date on when though. "Is she getting better?"
Liam asked us when we got home from seeing Aviella. "Yeah,
surprisingly well. The doctors say she's still growing how a
baby should grow when they're in the womb." I said
taking my shoes off and sitting down. "That's good. We
can't wait to meet her." Louis said sitting next to
Liam. "Yeah, I'm going to go shower then I'll
be back and I'll start on dinner." I said standing up. I
fixed my pants then went upstairs. I was just exhausted. I
haven't been getting much sleep because I've been scared
something's going to happen while we're not there. I
haven't been able to eat because the fear just consumes
me. It's been terrible. I grabbed a pair of shorts and a
black tank top and laid them on the bed. I went into the
bathroom and turned the water on, got undressed and stepped into
the shower. When I was done, I got out dried myself off and put
my clothes on. I dug through my drawer for a cute pair of socks.
I've lost all the baby fat from when I had baby fat. I
had the body I always wanted now. A flat tummy,
big butt, and my boobs got bigger (from being pregnant). I walked
downstairs and into the kitchen. My soaking wet hair was up in a
messy bun. I searched through the cabinets. I walked into
the living room. "Niall, do you want to run to the store
with me?" I asked him. "Yeah, let me get shoes
on." He said getting up and heading into his room. I slid on
my white and hot pink Jordan's and walke over to Zayn.
"I'll be back. Love you." I said kissing him.
"I love you too baby." He said kissing me back. I went
in Niall's room and took one of his jackets and threw it on.
We walked out to my car and got in. "What's wrong?"
He asked me. "Is it that obvious?" I said glancing over
at him. "Yeah, you seem exhausted and sad." He said
rolling his window down a bit. "That;s what happens when you
have a baby in the hostpital. I can't sleep or eat hardly
anymore." I said turning into the paarking lot. We drove
around until we found a spot then went inside. "I'm
sorry Hol." Niall said hugging me. "It's
okay." I said as we grabbed a cart. "What do you want
to eat tonight?" I asked him. "Pizza sounds fine."
He said smiling. I knew he'd say that. We went back and
bought six pizzas. Then we went and got some drinks and snacks.
"Done?" I asked him. "Yup." He said as we
headed to check out. "The total is $!05.69" The lady
said. I pulled out my money and handed it to her. "Keep the
change." I said even though it was only like 1 cent or
whatever. We walked out to my car and put the bags in the back
and headed back home.
When we got there Niall helped me carry the bags in. I turned the
oven on and let it warm up before sticking two pizzas in there.
Eventually all six pizzas were done and sitting out in a row on
the kitchen table. "Guys it's ready." I said
peeping my head into the living room doorway. Niall was the first
to jump up and run into the kitchen. Everyone followed him
including myself. I grabbed one piece of pizza ad nibbled on it.
Hoping I wouldn't throw it all back up later like I have been
doing. My body just isn't working right for me anymore. No
one knew how truely exhausted, hungry and tired I was. I
didn't want them knowing. I took a few bites before I started
feeling sick. I set my plate down on my lap and just looked at
it. I sighed and looked to the floor. I was sitting on the
stairs. Sienna came and sat next to me. "Are you okay? You
don't look so well." She said taking a bite of her
pizza. "No, I'm fine." I said suddenly feeling
strange. "You sure.?" She asked. "Yeah..." I
said falling back against the stairs. I just passed out.
Authors Note:
Woah, totally didn't see that one coming!! Will Hollyn be
okay?
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