HELP! SERIOUSLY I NEED
HELP!
I only made this account because I didn't know where to ask for
help, and from what I've seen throughout my years of stalking
this site, people can give great advice.
Well, when I was thirteen (three years ago), my friend told me he
was gay. I was really sad, because I really, REALLY liked him, but
I still decided to support him (even with a crush and being a
Christian). I thought that throughout the years I'd stop having
a crush on him... but it got worst. Since I, his sister and
brother, and another friend of ours are the only ones who know
about his preference, he began to trust me even more. And we hung
out more, and... well, you can guess why I began to like him even
more.
I never told anyone I like him. Especially after he came out. Well,
a month ago, he began to act really weird around me. He'd turn
quiet and couldn't look me in the eyes. He'd already been
acting weird before, but it was until a month ago that his behavior
became obvious. He was not like that to anyone, so I thought
I'd done something.
Then yesterday, I dropped by his home and we had a lot of fun. It
was like before. Until he kissed me. Yes, you read right. He KISSED
me. Out of the blue. We were just watching funny videos from his
laptop, when he told me he wanted to ask me something. I turned to
look at him, and he began to lean in. I did not know what in the
world was happening, my brain didn't tick until he planted a
kiss on my lips. I did not know what was going on, and I
didn't throughout the entire afternoon I spent with him (which
was extremely awkward).
I saw him today. We tried to talk and all, but he wouldn't look
at me, and occasionally blushed. Later on, I confided to the other
friend who knows about him being gay that he'd been acting
weird lately. She said that he was confused, since he'd told
her a while back that he thought he might also like
girls.
You can probably imagine how confused I am. I don't know
if:
a) He didn't tell me he might be bi because he might like
me.
b) He doesn't trust me enough to tell me, and he just kissed me
to see if he was really bi.
What can I do? If it's the second, I want to prove that I am a
trustworthy friend. If It's the first, I'd like to talk to
him.