Thinking that i used to have the perfect life when i realize now,
that perfection is
unknowable. I used to not be good at anything at all. I
used to give up really easily to everything i ever attempted. I
used to have a girlfriend that treated me badly. Not the respect
i deserved. I love her. But now life changes, ive changed for the
better. Im doing better in school, my new girlfriend is amazing.
She treats me with the respect that i deserve and love and
kindness. I used to be this kid who didnt really have many
friends. I used to pathetic. A loser. But finally it hit me that
even a loser like me can still have great friends. People he
knows he can trust. Lately, that hasnt been many people except my
brother and my girlfriend. Besides my family members, i feel
comfortable being who i am and if no one likes who i am. Well
thats their problem. I always changed who i was to please
different people. Like my mother and father, my ex-girlfriend,her
parents. But now ive changed for myself. and i feel amazing about
it. No one can ever change me because they choose to. I wont ever
change for someone elses happiness. If someone wants to be
friends with me, they would have to accept who i am.
Nothing is true,
Everything is permitted.