Using Mr Parker ♥ Logan ♥ C h a p t e r 32 I was

I was speechless. I had nothing to say to him because I knew if I lied I would just make everything so much worse. Zach looked torn, truly torn and itvkilled me to know I was the reason he was hurt.
“Logan?” he asked after I didn't reply.
“Its nothing, Zach,” I shrugged, vaguely.
“You don't get to answer like that, Logan. You owe me an explantation.”
“You won't like the truth, Zach,” I said trying to act bored. I kept my face emotionless but inside I was slowly dying.
“Well lie to me,” he begged, helplessly. I had never seen anybody as vulnerable as Zach looked right now.
“I told you,” I said through gritted teeth.
“You told mevsh/t!” Zach hissed, trying to keep his voice down.
“What do you want me to tell you, Zach?! You don't want the truth but you don't want me to lie!”
“Did you ever even like me?” Zach asked, ignoring my outburst.
“Of course!” I exclaimed. “You would never understand.”
“Well obviously I wouldn't be able to understand if you didn't even explain anything! You never know, Logan, maybe I will.” This time his voice wasn't vulnerable or soft, it was filled with venom.
“You won't!” I shouted.
“We will never know if you don't tell me.”
“Okay, I'm sure you'll understand this and want to be with me,” I said sarcastically. I didn't wait for Zach to say anything back, I continued. “At the beginning, when I first got detention, I wanted to get it. I wanted to get closer to you and when we first started dating I didn't actually like you but its all changed! It has, I promise and now, now I realised how much of avb/tch I was and I do like you, Zach, I do.”
“Mr Parker,” Zach suddenly said.
“Sorry?” I asked.
“My name, you will address me as Mr Parker.” It wasn't supposed to end up like this, I wasn't supposed to pour my heart out like that. I was supposed to break up with him. I mean, him breaking up with me was probably better but not this way. He hated me and I didn't like that at all.
“Oh,” I murmured.
“Why'd you date me if you weren't interested? For money? So you could go tell your friends? Why, Logan?”
“Money,” I said quietly. I looked down shamefully not daring to look Zach in the eye.
With the little ounce of pride I had left, I walked out of the classroom. I didn't go back to class instead I made my way to the bathrooms and locked myself in one of the cubicles.
I covered my face with my hands as the tears started falling.

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Teaser: Not once in my 23 years had I ever experienced something like this. 
{A/N Hey guys! This chapter wasn't supposed to be how it is but at the end, I liked it c: Anyway, I don't know how many times this week I'll upload, hopefully I'll get time but no promises. I'm sorry!}