Broken. C h a p t e r 8 What am I doing? I'm hopeless. Come

Broken. 
C   h   a   p   t   e   r      8

What am I doing? I'm hopeless. Come to think of it, hope isn't really real. It's just something that happy people made up so that they can have their little fantasy.

But nothing has real hope. So many people suffer each day. Lots of people a lot worse than me. What's a couple of scars and bruises, a disownment?

But then there's the oblivious happy people with their 'hope'. They don't care about the broken people that have none.
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I sighed, sinking into my bed. My warm bed. I want to tune out everything. I want to tune out the talking coming from downstairs. I want to tune out the thoughts coming from my mind. So I slip on my head and put my older generation iPod on shuffle.

Drunk by Ed Sheeran came on and I couldn't keep the smile from forming on my face. 

What didn't kill me never made me stronger at all.

Well isn't that true.

I felt my phone vibrate against my thigh and my smile faded. Was this another text about me being a sl_t? 

From: Avi Rivira♥
How're you? you keep leaving
At 6:23pm

Aw.

To: Avi Rivira♥
Oh sorry, the teacher took my phone away during history :P but im ok
At 6:25pm

The phone vibrated back almost immediatly. I turned it on silent.

From: Avi Rivira♥
Just ok?
At 6:25pm

Huh?

To: Avi Rivira♥
Ok is good
At 6:26pm

From: Avi Rivira♥
No, ok is ok. What's wrong?
At 6:26pm

How to Save A Life by The Fray came on. I replied, 

To: Avi Rivira♥
Why do you care? U barely know me
At 6:27pm

From: Avi Rivira♥
I only care because you seem like a striking person... and I want to know more about you. So tell me about you.
At 6:28pm

What?

To: Avi Rivira♥
Like what?
At 6:28pm

From: Avi Rivira♥
Everything. What's your favorite color?
At 6:29pm


A/N
Okay I just thought that last part
I just thought it was cute
sorry
im done
harry styles retweeted 'happy gay marrige'
larry is real
LARRY IS REAL.
im so done you guys
so done
-Lia<3