You are my definition of perfection; you're impossible. You

You are my definition of perfection; you're impossible. You are an angel
You are a devil
You are an infection
Everything about you is beautiful
 
Your eyes pierce my skin like daggers
Your smile breaks my heart
Yet somehow my mind never changes
You are my definition of perfection; you're impossible

Maybe I was reaching too high
Couldn’t get a grip
The fall was inevitable
The fall is inevitable
You are my definition of perfection; you're impossible
 
Still clinging to an idea
Still grasping for some sort of hope
You are my definition of perfection; you're impossible
 
I'm so selfish
I shouldn't make you uncomfortable
I'm awkward, I'm annoying
I'm unhappy with myself.
I am the definition of a monster; I am nothing