There's a thin line,
between sad and sadness.
Where it goes from a blue feeling,
to an aching deep within your bones.
Where it takes over you.
Where it becomes darkness that
seems to consume you completely.
You're drowning in a sea of darkness,
not sure if you want to survive anymore;
not sure if that breath you're fighting for
is even worth it anymore.
I seem to have crossed that line,
long ago;
and I don't know how to go back
to the other side.
Honestly,
I don't know if I want to
anymore.