Using Mr Parker ♥ Logan ♥ C h a p t e r 42 I suggest

I suggest listening to 'I won't give up' by Jason Mraz while reading this

Love is a four letter word,
love is something that is illustrated so simply.
Some people think that when you find that special person that nothing could go wrong, nothing could break you apart but I don't think thats true. When you find that special someone thinks will break you apart, things will make you scream and things will make you smile but these things just make us stronger. 
Everything that Zach and I have gone through only shows how strong we are, we will over come anything that is thrown our way. 
I never really understood the word love, I would ponder and ponder but never had I thought that the person you fall in love with is would become that special to you.
Quite honestly, I would give my left arm for Zach.
I was lying with him on his couch and had just finished telling him what happened with my dad. We were sitting in comfortable silence, we didn't need to say anything to enjoy this moment. Our legs were tangled with each other and my head was on his chest, his heart beat was soothing.
“You're amazing, you know that?” I blushed.
“You're prettyvdamn amazing as well,” I told him. His eyes met mine, they were enthralling in the most amazing way. He didn't reply, he just smiled and kissed my forehead.
“Tomorrow, at school, when I put up two fingers look around wherever we are for something written in green,” he told me.
“What?” I asked, confused.
“Just do it,” he demanded.
“You're so weird,” I laughed.
“If I remember, a couple of minutes ago you were telling me how amazing I am,” he winked and kissed me.
I had never kissed anyone except Zach but I wondered would it still feel this special? Would I be left breathless and with my heart fluttering after each and every kiss? Would I feel the sparks and fireworks?
I asked myself those questions, knowing the answer.
No.
***
I was sitting in Zachs class, we gave each other sly glances occasionally. “I'm going to hand Jackeline a paper and she's going to pass it back. I want everybody to write one thing down, something that you're too scared to tell your peers. You can write it anonymously, no one will know you wrote it,” Zach told the class.
“Why are we doing this, Sir?” Somebody from the back called out.
“Because,” Zach shrugged, leaving me curious. He handed Jackeline a piece of paper and she scribbled something on it, handing it back. Soon it came to me and I immediately knew what I would write.
I love him in a way no one would understand
I looked up at Zach and smiled, he put two fingers up and I remembered our conversation from when I was at this apartment. He told me when we were in class and he put two fingers up to look around and find anything written in a green pen. I looked around but couldn't find anything and then my eyes flickered to the paper. In green writing, right at the bottom, was written:
I won't give up on us